Tuesday, November 1, 2016

Lammasu

Lammasu

I clench my fist in terse anxiety.
                Bonewhite-
The color of my drainéd
                foul-folk.
I like you,
                I like you,
                                I do.
Love. Never ask.
You smile.
                I half smile.
You think yours is salubrious.
                I am fear,
                and I am in.
Yond, you speak.
You are too crazy for me bright one.
                I laugh again.
The Importance of Being Absurd.

I am a grown boy
                -a man.
Yes, they call me that.
No longer obedient to men
                -or to God?
I love the untame,
                but I want the tame.
Look at my shoes,
                black and shiny.
They clomp-clomp-clomp-
                Pretentious indeed!
You and I- misfits of the Deep.
The Dark did smile
and he did bless us with beneficent tragedy.
Milton sympathized.
Jagger sympathized.
Plath was.
We is.

Language fails my larynx.
                I don’t believe I ate today.
You fed me once.
                Your food was clear like
the perch-fished waters of Rebecca crik.
I used to sing
                                -you too did sing.
Baritone- me and I.
Soprano- you and he and she.
I listen now.
                God used to talk through song
-your song,
                it frightened the Deep.
The Dark was afraid.

I have lived longer than I have want.
You are still alive too,
                although, breathing? I do not know.
He surfed a lot. I’ve seen it too.
Sharks are a mind-game he said.
He called me just now upon these here written lines.
God speaks differently in the age of Roth and Angelou.
You said you want direction,
                I found it.
Here.
                Look.
A path anew.
Lost we were.
                Lost we still are,
                but forward we now move.
The same path.
                The same Earth.
Separate perceptions.
I left,
                You right,
                Parted only by several inches.
Platonic beads of sweat plummet
                from me to you.
My brother,
                I ask of you,
                                sing once more,
                                                bring the light,
                                                                carry us on.
They’ll hear us you’ll say,
                But I’ll answer
I do not care!
Long live the foolish Hobbits!
Forward till dawn
 we must make our light
                and we must find The light.
Sing bright oh you! Sing bright!